February 2012
22 posts
Person: Hi. How are you?
Me: Oh, you know, I’m in a constant state of apathy with a bit of depression sprinkled on the side. I wish I could change everything for the better and get back to being happy and enjoy life, but for now, my only option is to remain broken. I’m fine! thanks for asking. How about you?
Life
hell-yeah-fuckin-right:
It’s like there’s nothing left for me. Everything good that happens to me, i ruin. Every night ends the same way and every night there’s still nobody. I just want to runaway so me being by myself is my choice. I became who i never wanted to be. I want to go explore the world and get my mind off of everything.
“i think people underestimate the impact of their words and actions. i’ve met...”
– rm (via rajisbored)
1 tag
January 2012
174 posts
1 tag
My Friends...
I tried catagorizing my friends today. I think I figured it out.
Max: boyfriend, best friend (kinda)
Mikayla: BFF, bandie, swim
Connor: BGF (at least, for the most part)
Gage: bandie (but after last night, I have absolutely no clue where our relationship is going to go)
Dave: bandie
Ryan: bandie, flirt buddy ;)
Marshall: cousin, swim
Rob: online
Kelsee: bandie (and my unofficial secret-keeper)
...
1 tag
Ugh...
Gage and I need to have a serious conversation about last night. Like now.
2 tags
I just yelled at my boyfriend in French. Without even realizing it. What. Is. Happening. To. Me?!
4 tags
3 tags
5 tags
1 tag
Keep me occupied?
1. had sex?
2. bought condoms?
3. gotten pregnant?
4. failed a class?
5. kissed a boy?
6. kissed a girl?
7. used a little paper bag for lunch?
8. had a job?
9. slipped on ice?
10. missed the school bus?
11. left the house without my wallet?
12. bullied someone on the internet?
13. sexted?
14. had sex in public?
15. played on a sports team?
16. smoked weed?
17. smoked cigarettes?
18. smoked a cigar?
19. drank alcohol? .
20. watched “The Breakfast Club”?
21. been overweight?
22. been underweight?
23. had an eating disorder?
24. been to a wedding?
25. made fun of someone for being fat?
26. been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
27. watched tv for 5 hours straight?
28. been late for work?
29. been late for school?
30. kissed in the rain?
31. showered with someone else?
32. failed my drivers test?
33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes?
34. been outside my home country?
35. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours?
36. had lice?
37. gotten my heart broken?
38. had a credit card?
39. been to a professional sports game?
40. broken a bone?
41. been unhappy about my weight?
42. won a trophy?
43. cut myself?
44. had an STD?
45. got engaged?
46. been on a diet?
47. tried out to be on a tv show?
48. rode in a taxi?
49. been to prom?
50. played a drinking game?
51. stayed up for 24 hours or more?
52. been to a concert?
53. had a three-some?
54. had a crush on someone of the same sex?
55. been in a car accident?
56. had braces?
57. learned another language?
58. killed an animal?
59. been at a yard sale?
60. been to a japanese steakhouse?
61. wore make up?
62. talked to someone via webcam?
63. lost my virginity before I was 16?
64. had my wisdom teeth taken out?
65. kissed someone a different race than myself?
66. snuck out of the house?
67. bought porn?
68. had a virus on my computer?
69. had oral sex?
70. dyed my hair?
71. gone skinny dipping?
72. graduated from college?
73. wore someone else’s clothes?
74. voted in a presidential election?
75. rode in an ambulance?
76. rode in a helicopter?
77. caught the stove on fire?
78. got in a verbal fight?
79. met someone famous?
80. been on vacation?
82. been on a boat?
81. been on an airplane?
83. broken something expensive?
84. had surgery?
85. kissed someone before I was 14?
86. beat a video game?
87. found something valuable on the ground?
88. made a survey?
89. stalked someone on a social network?
90. prank called someone?
92. spent over $100 shopping in one day?
91. been to a library outside of school?
93. cut my hair and hated it?
94. peed outside?
95. went fishing?
96. helped with charity?
97. taken a pregnancy test?
98. been rejected by a crush?
99. been suspended from school?
100.broken a mirror?